I actually have some amazing friends.
Even if it takes until I miss them to realize it.
Thoughts don’t change.
I wondered
for months
if you thought of me
of speaking to me
with me.
I don’t wonder that
anymore.
Now I wonder
how long did you have it written
how long did you
hover
breathing
thinking, of me,
before you hit
send.
Thoughts don’t change;
they just evolve.
And I have no idea how to interpret that.
It went well? But did I want it to? Seven months goes so fast.
I’m actually kind of nervous about this.
I can’t tell if it’s a good or a bad thing. Not knowing people’s motivations is difficult.
That actually made me feel really bad about our whole friendship.
I try pretty hard to be a good guy, decent and honest. When my best friends see me for something else, much less something I’m trying with tremendous effort to avoid, it does little but make me feel like I’ve failed.
I’m not sure how to react, really. Or where to go from here. I’m going to keep trying, keep getting better, I suppose. Friendships are difficult when the perceived cornerstones are entirely different from one set of eyes to another.
Maybe it’s just like it always has been; no best friend, just those who are the best at being friends.
Together We’ll Ring In The New Year…
You’ve made it through the struggles of 2011, and hopefully have made a few good memories along the way, too. Here’s to us ringing in the new year together, and for all the amazing memories we have yet to make.
Source: motioncitysoundtrack
I almost didn’t think of you at all today.. almost.
Oh you take 15 minutes to text me back?
Bitch, I’ll take 18.
dis
Until you keep one-upping each other to the point they never text you back.
(via jenortiz)
Source: kswizzleee
I am so damn lonely.
I’m not saying I need you in my life, although I’d like you in my life. But I need someone in my life.
