I have no idea what to expect.

I haven’t spoken to you since the beginning of October, if you can even count that as speaking. I was finally doing well, or at least, okay. Then here you come, out of nowhere. Nice timing, by the way. 

I’m not sure I even want to talk to you. I don’t know what I could say that would mean anything. I’m not sure I miss you. I’ve spent so much energy trying to not miss you.

I don’t want to consider the option that I want you in my life still. I’ve become adjusted to the life where avoiding you is easy, or at least normal.

You said you wanted to apologize. I’ll hear you out… All I ever wanted though, for those awful months last year, was for you to hear me out.

I still don’t see why I should.

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  1. asleepinthedriversseat said: You know what, you’re a good person for hearing her out even though she doesn’t deserve it. She wasn’t a good enough person to do the same for you. That really shows character on your part. Good luck, I hope everything turns out well.
  2. mikepass44 said: Whore
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